Monday, March 19, 2012

The Other Side of the Wall

It may be a little presumptuous of me to be writing this at this time, considering the fact that I still have a wall in my life. I think I've only allowed God to remove a couple bricks, well, maybe a few more. But, I picked up a couple of them and put them back too. I have managed to add some cracks to my wall from the bottom up which I feel is going to come in very handy in the end. At some point, it may be like the Jericho Wall, if I walk around it enough times, it will just come tumbling down. At that point, I can either sweep it all away, over to Jesus, or rebuild the wall!
I've been praying for a long time now that Jesus will show me beyond the wall. I've been praying for Him to reveal truth to me and for His continued leadership in my life. I've been praying for Him to show me my blind spots and shine His constant light in all areas, knock down the wall, Jesus! It's been a lot of work to allow Him to take out one brick at a time, and peek behind the wall. Today as I looked behind the wall, it amazed me to see His revelations!
I'm amazed, again in my life, because His love to me never ceases. I'm amazed again, because of the way He created me, wonderfully and intricately made! I'm amazed, again, because He has created me like a puzzle put together complete IN Him, and His love for me is endless. I'm amazed, again because as scattered and unorganized as I am, He has it all together, a purpose and a plan for my life. He knows me from the beginning to the end and calls me good IN HIM. I'm amazed, again, because as lost as I felt as a child, He found me, freed me, renewed me, restored me, and revived me. He KEPT me, loved me, and set me on a journey of discovery to fashion a path of recovery and hope for myself and others. I am amazed! So, my peek behind the wall was joyful, mystical, painful, incredible, scary, adventurous, and hopeful. Whew! and that was just a peek!
Okay, God, keep talking to me and Say That Again. You are the Author of all TRUTH. You wrote the story I am living, and I am, really am amazed by You!

1 comment:

  1. Wow! Sounds like an awesome Monday. That is so encouraging. Yay God! Kathy


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